pontifier

I am drowning in my own information pollution.

I've been having a physical relationship with a girl i met.
I've been inventing new products that will change the way computer security works.
I'm going to california for a DARPA Challenge conference.
I'm going to make it happen.

Lots of stuff has been happening.

I told Rachel that i liked her... she said she didn't like me back(funny how that always happens). that was a few weeks ago.

I got an office area where I can get meaningfull work done on the various projects i have. It's a vacant 4 bedroom house that i put a whole bunch of tables in. It's strange to have such an uncluttered work space.

I took my mom's scooter to a shop to be fixed, so i'll be able to ride it around.

I filled up a huge dumpster with junk from my back yard... 2 washers, 2 dryers, a riding lawn mower, a soda machine, a home gym, a few doors, maybe 30 windows, and tons of micelaneous trash. I also took about a half a ton of scrap metal to the recycling place, pulled a huge van out of the back yard, and tore down the walls of a big shed. I cut down like 5 trees, and planted a big garden.

I've been overflowing with ideas lately... most have to do with parts of the brain, it's failings, and ways to fix those failings with products to be developed by my new company "InInEx". some realizations about brain functioning, and input/output may actually allow you to interface your brain natively with upgrades. You won't be able to comprehend what you were missing without these products (without these products).

Computer security systems i am developing include an operating system and programming language that is inherently secure... Actually i may have figured out how to truly secure a system so that it may not be "hacked"... all other OSes will be "hacks" compared to AURAos.

Crossies is progressing steadily.

I'm going to reinvent education... It's a secret how, but it's fairly exciting.

I'm swimming... I cant remember the order of things. So happy. Can't believe my luck.

Rachel
Extreme conversation
Rachel
The Krishna temple
Rachel
Sunset
Rachel
Rachel and i looking at Dinosaur cards
Joe and Kirsti go to bed
Rachel and I go to Rachel's house
Rachel and i alone watching a movie
sleeping on her couch
waking in the morning so happy to be at her house
Being comfortable there, more comfortable than I have ever been anywhere
hiking
Rachel hiking
She is Dorothy
Joe is the Scarecrow
I am the Tin Man
Kabe is the Cowardly Lion
the rock
jumping and cold
Rachel in her swimsuit
me being near her
Rachel being so cute
Rachel jumping
me jumping again
Rachel at my house
us talking with Kabe
Me being sad
Joe, Rachel, and Kirsti leaving
Me annalyzing Kabe
Me figuring out what is going on with him
Me figuring out what i must do
Me telling Rachel that i like her a lot
Her saying that she could tell
Her drawing
Me sitting near her
Us both calm and happy
I love to be near her

1: a woman is warm
2: a woman is soft
3: a woman is interesting
4: a woman breathes
5: a woman moves
6: a woman smiles
7: a woman talks
8: a woman can take the initiative
9: a woman has arms, legs, and a head
10: sometimes they need you
11: you change each other
12: a woman can be happy
13: a woman can hold you in return
14: shared happiness is not a waste

and

15: you can't have sex with a wicker mannequin

You can't pretend you are someone else to make someone like you, because then they like who you pretend to be and not you.

Flowers... bullshit, i'm not going to do that. she has flowers, I smelled them yesterday. i'll be genuine, and i'll tell her how i feel, and if that's not what she wants to hear then so be it.

If you don't know whether you've had a drink, you probably have.

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I've been playing around with Sodaconstructor lately and their new xml exporting of models has allowed me to make models that are much more precise than what i could make 4 years ago when i first found them.

I have been thinking about competition and Predator/Prey relationships and competition. almost everything is based on them. every interaction between 2 entities is governed by competition... even neurons in your brain are competing with each other. This understanding has ramifications for better ways of evolving neural nets, economics, social interactions, and almost everything else... i feel as though all the multiple angles i use to look at situations are converging into a grand unified theory of system understanding and prediction.

"Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime." -oldest saying ever maybe.

WHEN DID EVERYONE FORGET THIS????
I saw a show about hunger in ethiopia. They have no food. They need food aid right? WRONG... they need to be shown how to produce their own food using modern tecniques! I was apalled to see that "modern" innovations like irrigation, composting, using manure as a fertilizer, crop rotation, stagering harvests, and even storing up extra food for between harvests seemed to be unknown! I'm not a farmer and have never grown a crop in my life yet from the documentary i saw about ethiopia it looked like I know more about farming than the farmers there! Oh... their land isn't good, it's too hilly and they don't have good blah blah blah. That didn't stop ancient peoples in many countries from building terraces in the sides of mountains with their bare hands to grow their crops did it? Uhg! What is the deal!?

I have coined a new word... Sultanomics! It is the economic idea that a moderately wealthy person could move to a third world country and live like a sultan: buy land, build a palace, bring modern farming technology and medicine, hire guards, farmers, storekeepers, and start a harem... Thus distributing wealth and prosperity to their "subjects". It's the ultimate expression of trickle down economics to have your own kingdom!

Get yours while you still can! This offer won't last long... Supplies of destitute villages are limited and being helped fast!

Greed is good.

I quit Spanish... it was going to take too much time... and I had no more desire to be there anymore.

I had another nightmare last night... I was walking through a strange house locking it up, and there was a corner that i couldn't look in. When i had finished locking up the house began to stretch and pull and dissappear into that unthinkable corner. I was stretched and pulled too, and for some reason i was far too calm. Thus ends the dream.

I was instantly awake and staring at the ceiling where mysterious lights danced while the most horrible resonating alien voice reverberated as loud as thunder in my head though i knew it was silent. A second later as the voice and light was fading i felt something push on my chest harder and harder until i thought it would break my sternum, then slowly released. all of this took maybe 5 seconds tops, then i lay there in silence. I was acutely aware that someone was in my house and that i shouldn't move lest i attract their attention. I lay there motionless for maybe 10 minutes, listening intently, and wide awake. Then i heard a single cricket. THERE HADN'T BEEN ANY BEFORE! I listened as all around the house they began chirping. then i went back to sleep.

I get scared when i am alone... If i was more of an eccentric person i would set deadly booby-traps all around my house to capture and maim my enemies. As I was laying there I was seriously contemplating buying a gun to protect myself from intruders. I feel better and safer when i have a roommate.